May 2010
Tomorrow I'll Be You
I’m sitting in my room alone. It’s dark, and my lights are out. Though I know I can replace it, something keeps me here, glued to this spot. For the first time in a while I feel too sad to really do anything.
I feel like my life is worthless. I know I’m a college student, but I’m currently not taking classes. I’m trying to find a job so I can get some money. I really...
How Soon Is Now?
“What do you want for your birthday, Rachel?” ”I just want one year of my life back.”
I’ve been thinking about it quite a bit lately. Justin and I were out yesterday and I saw this red mushroom jacket at Toys R’ Us on sale, for only ten dollars. Jokingly, I told him he should get it for me, for my birthday. But I wasn’t being serious.
Ever since Dad...
Failure by Design, by Brand New. I’m mainly...
One Day You Will Teach Me To Let Go Of My Fears
One day, I’ll have to tell everybody. One day she will know. And one day he will know. And one day you will know. But for now, it’s just me. Myself, my mind, and my worst fears.
One day I’ll be able to let go, and break free of this. But for now I’m stuck here, until I figure out how.
I need you to know, because maybe it will help you understand. Why I’m always...
Facebook, Aug 25 '09. 11th Grade History Teacher...
Rachel Vandiver - is preparing for a crappy day.
Scott ****** - That's the positive attitude we know & love! go get 'em, Tiger!
“Oh what I left behind was evil; someone as dark as this town, someone who...”
– The Big Breakdown - Day 2 by The Sleeping
05/18/10
So, I tried adding an Avatar; The Last Airbender countdown widget, but tumblr is weird and it won’t show up. If anybody has any ideas, let me know. I’m not that technologically savvy when it comes to HTML/CSS/the interwebz in general.
I was going to upload a picture of something I’ve been working on in photoshop, but the project is on my mom’s desktop computer, and...
Waiting
So this is the third tumblr I’ve made thus far. I might wind up deleting it. I don’t know. If anybody finds anything I have to say to be of any importance, than I’d be honored at least, because out of every blog and nameless face, you’d have chosen to find mine important.
I have a different blog, that my really personal ramblings go into, which I might link over to this...
A beautiful song by Thursday, one that’s...