January 2011
For those of you who saw Tron:
How awesome was this?
How to keep your boyfriend happy.
These are the things you should do to make him happy.
Trust in him.
Let him talk to other girls.
Don’t be selfish.
If you know it’s your fault. Then, apologize.
Don’t be boastful.
Don’t be shy in talking to him.
Make funny faces to make him laugh.
Let him sleep on your lap.
Don’t be afraid in telling your parents about him.
And lastly, love him with all your heart.
I’ll...
I feel bad for all those people in the world who...
this is me. i wish i had a good relationship with my mom.
One day.
I am going to make something of myself. It’s time to start working hard.
If Any Of You...
Like Thrice, I saw Dustin Kensrue last night at the TWLOHA gathering. I didn’t even know I was going until about half an hour beforehand, but it was awesome. It made me feel a bit better about life, and where I’m going. I really wanted to talk to both Jamie (founder) and Dustin afterwards, but I was with a group of people who wanted to leave early. =\
I’m determined to meet...
“Don’t ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.”
– Holden Caulfield
Sometimes...
I don’t even recognize myself.
Sup.
On my itouch. In the cafe with Goochy, Josh, and their friend. This is pretty sweet.
FAU is seriously the only college in Florida that...
stillmegan:
So much to choose from omg. It’s overwhelming.
Decisions decisions…
“Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more...”
– God, this feeling. All too familiar.
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(To make up for the past three or so days)
6: Name five things from your wishlist. a) a car. b) apartment. c) IKEA furniture. d) more music. e) answers.
7: Do you read? If so, what are your three favorite books and why? Yes. Actually, I love to read. Catcher in the Rye is an alltime favorite. The Perks of Being a Wallflower as well. A recent favorite is Rant. If you can get past the sheer creepiness of it, it makes for an awesome, awesome...
This is a day overdue. One of my favorites from...
Day 5.
At what age were you the happiest?
I honestly don’t know. This is a really hard question to answer. With all of the good came so much bad, and I can’t think of an extended period of my life where I was REALLY happy. Spurts. Not to say that I’m not a happy person. But a couple of yeasr of childhood were plagued with problems. My teenage years were depressing. But I’m doing...
Officially,
I’ve started a screenplay for the book Rant, by Chuck Palahnuik.
Day Four:
If you could chose a time period to be born at, which one would it be and why?
This is a hard decision. Go back too far and I face a crap lifestyle for women thanks to the lack of feminism. Not that I’m a strong feminist, but I firmly believe in my individual rights. I’m not sure. The sixties were pretty cool. Had some cool music. And it was RIGHT before the world started going to...
The Catharsis.
Earlier today, I was talking to the other Rachel on the phone about how I’ve changed in terms of letting things go. I’ve gotten much better lately. For a long time I waited on the other party to speak to me to reach a state of forgiveness or catharsis. Something I can pride myself on a person is that I can justify what happens in my life without this being a necessity like it used to...
Number 200.
Aside from being a Tumblr whore yesterday the past few days, thank you all for following me. Not gonna lie. I’d like more followers, but in time I know it will happen.
<3
Day 3
What band / musician is most important to you? Explain why.
Thursday. I mean, I only got a tattoo on my back because they mean so much to me. On a serious note, they have some of the best lyricism in songs I’ve seen. They’re really down to Earth and all of their albums have been there for me. While I was a little late on the gun (discovering them about four years ago?) I can’t...
Day 3 of me uploading Electric President’s...
“So you know where I’m from, and you know just what I’ve done and...”
– Feathers by Electric President
PS:
This 30 day project is probably the only time I’ll openly talk about some of these subjects, unless you ask me privately. I’m usually pretty hesitant to talk about topics, because I’m particularly afraid of reaction. But it’s just a project. If you want elaboration, talk to me. I’m not a completely private person. I just don’t usually put all of my beliefs out...
Day 2
What is your stance on religon? Would you affiliate yourself with any?
Not in particular, I guess. I’m not saying that to be a rebel. In a sense, I am spiritual because I don’t believe we came from nothing, and I do think we all have a purpose. I mean, what is the statistical chance of life on this planet? That can’t be a sole coincidence. But at the same time I’ve had a...
I have a question for you all. It's something I've...
Is letting go, finally saying ‘screw it, I’m done’? or the ability to remove the past situation and forgive someone to give it/them another chance?
One Rule of Thumb:
Never apologize for how you feel.
Apologize for your actions. Apologize for hurting somebody. But never compromise how you feel.
To Be Honest:
I’m more afraid of myself than anything else. I’m afraid of my limitations. I’m afraid to see how far my limits go. I’m afraid of what I’m capable of as a person. I’m afraid of acting on my feelings. I’m afraid of ruining everything that comes in contact with me. I’m afraid of rejection. Afraid of the what if’s and what could be’s. I...
Dear Mom.
I wish you would stop drinking around me. It’s one thing to have a drink, and it’s one thing to be a drunk. Admittedly, I’ve drank too. But I never drink to solve my problems. I never drink as an escape, or to get away, like you’ve always been known to. This is why our relationship is so strained. Because it brings out a monster inside of you that is awful and completely...
40 Days.
Until Thursday.
The Great Disappointment.
I knew I shouldn’t have kept pushing. Next time I’ll listen to my own gut, like I should have, instead of listening to somebody else’s misinformed advice.
Also
Thank you guys all so much for listening to the last track I posted. The Violent Blue is easily one of my favorite CD’s that debuted in 2010, and seeing that it had 27 listens already lifted my spirits quite a bit. If you were one of those listens, give me a holla through my ASK box.
<3
Day two of releasing Electric President’s...
Day 1:
Name two of the most significant people in your life and explain why.
Rachel Maslanik.
If it weren’t for her, I would be dead. After being friends for seven years or so, I think she knows me better than I know myself, sometimes. The first year I knew her was dumb and filled with teenage drama, mostly on my behalf. Once I realized how much of a jerk I’d been, I met her at summer camp...
Let the games begin.
30 day challenge.
1: Name two of the most significant people in your life and explain why. 2: What is your stance on religon? Would you affiliate yourself with any? 3: What band / musician is most important to you? Explain why. 4: If you could chose a time period to be born at , which one would it be and why? 5: At what age were you the happiest? 6: Name five things from your wishlist. 7: Do you...
johnsteinbeck-deactivated201103 asked: love your layout, homes. how's it going?
johnsteinbeck-deactivated201103 asked: love your layout, homes. how's it going?
Day by day, I’m going to be posting up...