April 2011
I don't think I hate anything more
than when people put words in my mouth. My god.
March 2011
70 Trapped In Building After Tornado →
Today Lakeland and other parts of Polk County, Osceola County and Hillsborough County have been hit with numerous tornadoes and thunderstorms. Let us all hope that everybody survives. I am lucky.
There’s a Tornado Watch out for the rest of the day, and my supervisor may possibly be let go from the company. This is going to be interesting, that’s for sure.
I love it when people criticize me on internet websites (here, formspring), I legitimately ask them to elaborate, and I never get a response. I’m not mad, or upset. Just genuinely curious as to what you have to say about me that I may or may not have already figured out on my own. I mean, since everybody knows me so well, right?
As much as I like a lot of people, I only trust/connect with a...
I think I'd either be really awesome at Survivor,...
The beast that comes out when I get hungry would be persistent and relentless. Ask Rachel how it is while we’re waiting for food, hahaha.
“A’YM HUNGREH!!!” D8<
Anonymous asked: you say like every week that things are changing and you've learned to move on and be happy with your life. but you never are. and you just keep saying the same things over and over again.
Past and Future Ruins
For anything to improve, it must first worsen.
I think I can hold some truth to this. The first notion of a new chapter of my life approaching was in the middle of January when I finally began making strides towards self emotional independence. Being happier and adjusting to circumstances easier. It’s something I’ve been working on for a long time now, but has finally been able to...
3.5 Years Later.
I finally got my license for god’s sake. Took me long enough. This feels so good, getting my life on track.
It’s not that I don’t care anymore. I’ve just finally learned what’s important, and what’s not.
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Lyrical Ideas
It’s time to turn something from nothing because we’re never truly alone when we have our heads on tight.
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Well let’s turn nothing into something because we’re never truly alone when we have our heads on tight.
It’s a new page for a new book, those old chapters burned behind us. The future you have now may not be the same tomorrow, because these sentences, they...
Dear Spring 2011:
Go away. I’m ready to be done with this.
Face Palm.
Rachel: Does he always act like this when he's sober?
Me: Well I sure HOPE he's sober, because he's probably driving right now.
We’re both friends. But I’m getting so sick of the drunk texting. I know you miss her, and I know you’re upset and all of this other stuff, and I’m not trying to discount it, but it makes it hard for me to want to be there for you whenever you’re doing the same shit every night. You texted me a week or so ago apologizing to me and two other friends saying that you...
I guess there’s nothing left now. I did my best, and that failed. Maybe one day this will be okay. For now, I just have to look forward and take care of myself.
Has anybody else ever cried in their sleep?
Speaker for the Dead.
I just want this to stop. Everytime I’m over it, everytime I’ve moved on, I have a dream about it. About you apologizing, or me talking to you. I need to learn how to at least stop worryinig about it whenever I do have these dreams. I’m sick of going through the motions. It’s time to move on.
cynicismandwhiskey asked: They are different. I complained about the shit at my old job, but I liked having money coming in.
Complaining because you have a dick manager is one thing. But complaining because you have to grow up and give up "fun" things and time with friends so you can pay to have more fun with them is just fucking pathetic.
Complaining because you have a dick manager is one thing. But complaining because you have to grow up and give up "fun" things and time with friends so you can pay to have more fun with them is just fucking pathetic.
I am sorry.
For allowing our friendship to dissolve. I don’t even know if you’ll read this and think it’s about you, but I hope you do, and I hope you know I still think of you a lot. I think we’ve both changed significantly, but I hope you are well.
There are some times
dwaejitokki36:
Where I would want to tell you, I like you. Without caring of what’s going to happen. What people think. Sometimes while you’re with me, I wouldn’t mind taking the risk. But I don’t want to make a fool of myself… And get hurt again.
“You better get on that horse before somebody else does.”
– Tina. I really need to listen to her.
I'm really hoping she meant the question doesn't...
Quinten: I can't answer that question with a personal opinion.
Francine: That's great, because it doesn't matter anyways.
Thursday Release New Song For Free
stillmegan:
propertyofzack:
A new Thursday song called “No Answers” can be downloaded for free here. Thursday will release their new album, No Devolución, on April 12th via Epitaph Records.
Trying so hard not to listen to anything else until it’s released.
JIZZJIZZJIZZ
“The Moon can see you more sensitive, but perhaps it’s because you are realizing...”
– I normally try not to take too much stock in horoscopes, but yesterday’s hit the nail on the head.
I think I used to view people in terms of mindset levels, almost like a black and white gradient. That mindset and viewpoints are linear, stacked upon one another in terms of advanced thinking. But it’s not so much that.
It’s more like this. Intertwined and mangled and full of different view points. While yes, some people are certainly stereotypes and products of limited thinking,...
I’m still asking myself if I made the right decision. Yeah, she’s ridiculous. But I’m not perfect. We’re all imperfect. Maybe it’s easier to see her in a more positive light now that things have settled down and I’ve been working on making things in my life better. But I care about her. And I’m sorry. I just wish you could apologize too. I don’t...
We’re starting coloured still life in Drawing & Composition tonight, so I’m pretty excited. I’m pretty excited about things in the future. I just need to persist and work hard to get where I want to be.
I miss mom.
“The visible spectrum is the portion of the electromagnetic spectrum that is...”
– Wikipedia.
I'd rather hear a guy say, 'I made plans for us.'...
nolovejustlies-:
ME TOO
God, yeah.
The Creative Personality →
billionsandbillionsandbillions:
“Perhaps the most difficult thing for creative individuals to bear is the sense of loss and emptiness they experience when, for some reason, they cannot work. This is especially painful when a person feels his or her creativity drying out.”
This is where I have been since my hard drive crashed at the end of last year. Not only has this been difficult, but being a...
“No negative impulse can work, can produce any happy creation. Only a positive...”
– The Creative Personality.
Good night was good.
stillmegan:
openendedsky:
YOU HAD A FOUR LOKO? Dear god why, Megan.
Ha, I don’t really know. I was just going to try it out. It smelled and tasted god awful though.
It’s possibly the cheapest way to get drunk, ever, but it’s also the worst drunkenness ever.
“If we never let our children learn things on their own then the only thing they...”
Good night was good.
YOU HAD A FOUR LOKO? Dear god why, Megan.
Maybe I wasn’t a lie, but I was certainly misperspective on what I wanted in life. I don’t regret it, though. I think without these experiences, I’d still be the same person I was to begin with. Growth and progress are hard to create from nothing. So maybe it wasn’t a mistake, because I’m happier with who I am now than I ever was then. I have to acknowledge who I was...
Messing things up.
stillmegan:
All day, every day.
you’re not a mess up. <3
I’m tired of seeing everybody settle for mediocrity. Do something about your life. Wihle not every day is a good day, we can all take something from it. There’s always something to learn. Always an opportunity to grow. And I think that’s how I’ve learned to live my life. I don’t even know how, because most people I know don’t know how to live their life in this...
The Way
I know you probably think I hate you. I don’t hate you, and that’s where this all begins. Misunderstanding. Years of it. Years of pain and years of arguing that I’m not even sure can be fixed anymore. I know how you are. And I know you’re not looking for help. And as old as you are, and stuck in your ways, I can hope for, at best, minimal progress.
Today, I’d been...
It just dawned on me.
There aren’t really many good photos of my mother and I together. Except for graduation. And I feel like who I was at that time in my life was a lie. I was happy. But I was a lie.
I am a book, torn.
Right now I don’t really know how to make sense of my feelings. Part of me wants to stay at Rachel’s and avoid Mom, because, yes. That is the easy thing to do. But I still need to talk to Mom. Maybe this can still be fixed. I’m not expecting to move back in, but I know she’s worrying. And I’m worrying about her. I do love her. I know she probably doesn’t think I...
February 26, 2011
Changed my life in so many ways.
This could really be something, couldn't it?
Only time will tell.
“Music isn’t worth anything if it’s not making life better for everyone”
– Geoff Rickly (via parisenflammes)
All My Instincts, They Return: When guys have... →
antonettepaviera:
It is so rare. So when a guy actually does have some respect for females, it is such a turn on. How they know how to talk to a lady and be kind and don’t always expect girls to be easy and slutty. When they expect more from you than your body, and actually know that there’s…
This speaks leagues to me.
